Wednesday, January 19, 2005

From the Private, Personal Diary of Noelle Frost

Dear Diary -

So, umm... I... I don't know what to do. I have to talk to him, I guess. Talk to her too, more than just the brief short sentences we exchanged yesterday. I owe her an explanation as to why I got all silent and broody. I'm not avoiding them, either of them. I just need to... sort of things out first, before I see them again.

'Cause you know, she's so cool, and a blast to hang around with, even though it takes me a half-second after she's said something sometimes to figure out what she means. It's nice to have a female friend my own age, and one whose powers kinda neatly mirror my own... But, uh....

Girl Code! I have to just keep repeating that. Girl Code!

It's almost more important than heroing. Maybe it is.

If I got in the middle of something, I'll step out. No worries. Even if it tears at my heart. 'Cause, you know, there's this whole friendship thing, and team camraderie, and all that. I can do without a boyfriend. I can do without love, if I have to. I mean, I've managed so far, haven't I?

But I can't handle all these changes going on in my life without friends. Without a family to fall back on for help when I need it. And more than anything else, that's what the Knights have been for me. Family.

I have some stuff to handle tonight, but I must find them soon. Talk to them.

I can't believe I was just joking with him the other day about how confusing it is to keep track of all the coupling and stuff going on in the Prelude! I guess I should have paid more attention to stuff going on in my own life, my own supergroup, rather than poking my nose where it doesn't belong.

I so hope I haven't hurt her...

... I so hope he doesn't hurt me.

Laters,
N.